The Way it Is
Everything is predetermined. There's nothing you can do but accept it.
Procrastination nation this weekend. I have never been much of a procrastinator but I have gotten progressively worse this semester. Now I understand why people complain they didn’t have enough time to get homework done, they didn’t have enough time they wanted to use for homework time. This school year needs to end soon because then it’s college! I am so incredibly excited for next year - to be in a new state with new people and new classes.
On another note, this week is going to be jam packed: two AP tests, visiting ODS, my birthday, prom. All of this on top of regular school. Sleep? I think that’s a thing of the past.
Little siblings can be the most revolting human beings on the earth. I just found my two tie-dye shirts, which I have been looking for all week long, in the bottom of my sister’s dirty clothes hamper? She is on her way up to the mountain so I called her and asked why she took my shirts and she proceeded to feign innocence, she sounded surprised that I even had tie-dye shirts. The dirty little lier! And now I can’t find my spandex, which I need for ODS and I figure they are up on the mountain, with her. I can’t trust her for a second. GRRRRRRR. I wish she was here so I could relieve my anger…
Pause button, please. April is speeding by and at this moment I really need it to either slow down or be over with, after ODS that is! COLLEGE. How to decide?
College, why must you be so expensive? I know you shouldn’t base a decision off of financial aid, but really, how can I justify paying $35,000+ a year and coming out of college with enormous student loans? This college must be damn good.
Lamesauce. Waitlisted. Twice. Ahhhh I hate college decision time. I think I might prefer to get rejected rather than waitlisted, I don’t want to commit to a college and then get a spot at one of the other colleges. That would be too stressful. Ah well.
PACK ATTACK! My room is entirely covered in clothes and crap except for maybe four square feet. By tomorrow, this hurricane will hopefully have passed and be on its way!
Sitting in chairs backwards is grand. So much to dooooo. Not accomplishing half of it…
